SCHIZOPHRENIC| English Poem| Feelings| Rushat G C


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don't wanna kill myself,
but i wanna feel how its like to die.
dont wanna flap my arms 
but i wanna feel how its like to fly

dont wanna hurt myself
but i wanna feel the pain
dont wanna wet myself 
but i wanna feel the rain

tears of joy
delight of death
fear of exitement
loss of breath
loving the lost
and survivng the pain
losing the loved
deserted again

wet it makes me
melting my joy
wet it makes me
like when i cry
lone i am 
lone shall i be
i am the lonely survivor
haunted by the rain

dont like being dirty 
but i am the stain
dont wanna wet myself
but i wanna feel the rain

-Rushat :)