by Brejesh G Aiyer
A WILL TO CHANGE
I feel lonely among friends and dry in the rain,
I regret no more when I cause pain.
Peace is but a distant memory in my mind,
Where emotional torrents are all I can find.
Seldom does my heart feel light anymore,
A tempest on a lonely shore.
I wonder why this brutal transformation has taken place,
Why there is always a frown upon my face.
I wish to return to my former state,
Devoid of jealousy, envy and hate.
An attempt to renew and reform,
Afresh with emotions lovely and warm.
A will to change for the greater good,
And be the person I know I should.
